I studied a lot when I was younger, and I study a lot today. As a teenager I maintained numerous journals and word journals. As a young adult I kept a Russian-English dictionary I made that was hundreds of pages long and then did one that was Russian-German.
However, I am going to start fostering children, and I need to stay on the surface more so that I can help the children I work with attach to me. I need to be present for them. Thus, my blog posts are short. Thus, I am in Sacramento the next two weeks staying busy with family and not just studying all the time.
I told a coach about how I had “studied too much” when I was younger and he merely said that it was good preparation. I think when we are first derailed from our early life plans, we dismiss what we were doing, but it often comes back full circle if we surrender to the process.

